was it worth it –
October 7, 2008
O HAI it has been long indeed since my last entry here but I just never got around to blogging because – well I wonder if anyone actually reads. Nothing going on in my life, of course, since I’m still in the army BUT NOT FOR LONG HAHAHABBQ. Freedom hangs like the severed testicles of eunuchs in the Chamber of a Thousand Scrotums and all that stands between me and that day of reckoning is a three-week stint in Taiwan. By stint I mean spending everyday visiting the canteens and watching grey’s/desperate/will&grace/whatever my friends are bringing in their ipods.
In other news, my penchant for perfection (yes, cursed army, you may take my freedom but you will never take my alliteration) is causing immense grief. What started off as a hobby and something fun has become something that I… one might say – obsess over; which is nothing wrong, of course, but sometimes it haunts me that I’ll never be good enough. Obviously it doesn’t matter that I will be stuck at the level of mediocrity since my life won’t be depending on it but what the hell I want to be good at it.
Oh I want to be so very good at it.
