meh.

that year in my life when i first heard it i thought snow patrol’s run was an amazing, amazing song – somehow all those great songs in my playlist have been pushed out what with my um hiphop collection and of course, because i am no longer an emo teenager (y) but i have recently come across leona lewis’ cover and i cannot stop listening.

what a weird time to be blogging! – but it seems the very concept of time has become blurred. it wasn’t so long ago when i made sure to plan every weekend one week before to wring every possible hour out of my time outside camp, but since leaving the army i’ve done hardly anything other than while my weekends away watching downloaded episodes of various tv shows or just reading. no plans to work right now – still waiting for school to start and hoping one of the schools i’ve applied to will call me up for relief teaching position. i’ll start scrambling for work if that falls through.

i just wished i was doing more with my life – like i thought i would, when i was still waiting for this freedom – and yet i don’t want to do anything to disrupt this comfortably cushioned existence.